for 4 months

its been 4 months u didn't text me.. cuma mek text ktk sekali skala.. ya pun ktk blas upa semadi jak.. i'm human, so i have a feeling.. it hurt so much u make me hurt like this.. sakit tauk x? slamak mek grk an ktk x penah mek x ngs.. mala jak ngs tegal ktk.. bodo kali mek tk nk. ngs tegal owg nok x penah hargai kmk n prasaan kmk.. kmk xmk pdh sbb mek x mk gadoh an ktk.. pkir lh dimpun.. mek simpan jak pa yg mek rasa slamak tk.. ktk tauk x sejak fom 2 mek suka an ktk.. mun mek tauk suma tk akn blaku, mun blh mek elak.. xmk ada sikit pun prasaan an ktk sbb mek tauk yg suma tk akn blaku.. p pa blh buat, nasi sudah menjadi bubur.. ish bln posa tk kaka hal bubur indh.. mek tls tk pun, mcm lh ktk baca.. useless!

u broke my heart! i hate u!!

i cant smile.. i cant find.. i cant stop lightless

im just standing there, preplexedly.. looking at ur back

just now.. ur words..

i dont know what 2 do..

looking at u going farther away from me..

my heart is becoming darker

in an instant, i lost my inner light

even if i wander around, looking for like this

even if i try to think about u like this

even if i try to look at u one more time

i cant do anything because i lost my light

what should i do bby?

(u who are goin away) don't say goodbye

all our memories are goin so fly

they fly away, so far that im unable to reach them

(its goin dark) it's all lie

it feels like u will come back

i cant leave this place

i'm waiting for u who is already far away

i have gone dark

in an instant i lost my inner light

even if i wander around, looking for like this

even if i try to think about u like this

even if i try to look at u one more time

i cant do anything because i lost my light

lightless

suddenly, ur love

the light tht used 2 shine me, fade out

if i had notice this farewell a little more quickly

it would have been better

this huge emptiness keep scratching me

this bitter scars remind me of u

i need ur luv

even if i say it a hundred times, it just a monolog

even if a day goes by

another day begins

i dont have u, the one who used to be my light

u, n im still standing in the dark

even if i try to hold on to u now

no matter how many time i try to tell u to come back

even when i try to look at u one more time, just one more time

i cant see anything because i lost my light

what should i do?

i cant smile

i cant find

i cants top lightless~

uhu~ im bored.. sory t-ah.. ur story still in process.. be patient ne? hahahah.. dun noe wat 2 say~ huhu~

bloggie hunny, im so sad 2day.. yesterday i met tht person.. th person tht i always love.. my love 2 tht person seems like there's no ending.. bloggie hunny, u're the only one knows my feeling..  oke~ my life suck.. i know that.. there's never happy ending 4 me.. hu~ just let me cry oke bloggie hunny? u cant stop me crying.. no one 2 wipe my tears.. no one 2 ask me whats wrong wit me.. n the worst, no one even notice th pain i had been through.. its really painful..

i miss my love.. my girl's.. i want 2 meet them..

 Surprisingly, love that spreads as I erase it

Like fate, eyes watch only one place
You touched my heart that used to be ice in front of the world

Sleeping deep inside of my heart you let me breathe
Coming deep inside of my memories you let my pain and sigh change to tears

Don't leave me, I can't let you go
Because of mixed fate, I lost your hand
I call your name in sadness everyday

Don't love anyone else, I'm here
I go back to the day I met you several thousand times
Draw the day when I embrace you

Like fate, I meet you again on this day
The words I could not say and was clogged like dust

Sleeping deep inside of my heart you let me breathe
Coming deep inside of my memories you let my pain and sigh change to tears

Don't leave me, I can't let you go
Because of mixed fate, I lost your hand
I call your name in sadness everyday

Don't love anyone else, I'm here
I go back to the day I met you several thousand times
Draw the day when I embrace you