i miss my love.. my girl's.. i want 2 meet them..

 Surprisingly, love that spreads as I erase it

Like fate, eyes watch only one place
You touched my heart that used to be ice in front of the world

Sleeping deep inside of my heart you let me breathe
Coming deep inside of my memories you let my pain and sigh change to tears

Don't leave me, I can't let you go
Because of mixed fate, I lost your hand
I call your name in sadness everyday

Don't love anyone else, I'm here
I go back to the day I met you several thousand times
Draw the day when I embrace you

Like fate, I meet you again on this day
The words I could not say and was clogged like dust

Sleeping deep inside of my heart you let me breathe
Coming deep inside of my memories you let my pain and sigh change to tears

Don't leave me, I can't let you go
Because of mixed fate, I lost your hand
I call your name in sadness everyday

Don't love anyone else, I'm here
I go back to the day I met you several thousand times
Draw the day when I embrace you

mohd nur ariffin.. the love of my life.. i think i cant fall for him.. bcoz i still luv tht person.. cinta ku tertinggal di smk tung hua.. ku bsalam an suma cdak pengawas tek.. p ku x salam mohd nur ariffin.. ntah cne ny lari.. haish!! i cn imagine tht he had a soft n tough hand.. he really reminds me of him.. haiya.. th more i kept on remembering him, th more im hurting..

argh!!!!!! memalukan na ri tk... aku, munil n piqwan jd model.. malu lu jak aku.. shit eyh!! dh lh dpn love of my life.. mohd nur ariffin.. aku malu2 jak.. kimeyn lu jak.. malu na ku!! adoh!!! malu!! malu!! malu!! tebal lu jak asa mka ku tk.. nsib ku x mngs.. mun ku ngs.. malu gk lh aku.. antap lik jak mellvin sim yar ska an shirley wong.. miak sma klas ku.. dr pagi smpy ke ptg mbik gmba shirley jak.. haish!! hey ketua pengawas! its 2 obvious tht u like her.. stupid.. even i realize tht u like her.. i thnk evryone.. huh~ lwak jwak ny yar..

hey! im tired 2day.. dhlh knk ukum ketok ketampi 70 kli kakya knk nyanyi lgu sklh bdiri sparoh jak.. 2day i met th 2nd version of sumone.. 1st time i saw him, he look like chinese.. i thought tht he's a chinese.. duhal mlayu.. wakaka.. he's my senior, pengawas, had a beautiful lips.. the way he speak mke me melt.. his nme is mohd nur ariffin.. stupid heart, i fall in luv again.. he really look like al khaliq.. WHY? aku pndh pun mk mlupakkn ny, mk mulakn idup bru.. p aku tjmpa gk mohd nur ariffin yar.. nang kdak ny alu.. p encem gk lh.. cara ny klaka.. bibir ny.. suma kdak khaliq.. p malangny, aku tggi gk dr ny.. ny pke spek.. haish!!!!! xhal.. ku tggu ny tggi.. hahah.. ri tk tek, sexy lu jak ny.. hahah.. ska ku nangga.. mun tkowg nangga ny mesty takowg ingt ny chinese.. wahh!! the way he look at me wit his eyes n smile.. maybe blh tgugok lam kolam ku tk.. 1st word ny kaka an ku 'urmm.. pne ow.. ktk jd pembukak lak.. ny tk jd pnutup.. ktk 1st kluar lak.. plh pusingan kdak bln sabit yar..  phm ktk ka?' ku nangga mata ny sa mk pengsan jak.. fuhh!! dgn senyuman ny... wahh!!! cgek gk kes.. mellvin sim!!!! ya!!! mentang ko ktua pngawas tekk.. hahah.. ny tk pun ensem.. p bulu mansu ny kdak bsambong jak.. yg molh ku tetak an ny tek ny pke slepar jepon.. 1st datskul knk tumpu an ny.. hahah..  ny nangga bku munil da tls 'pengawas is a bully' alu ny mdh an kmk dwak 'saya faham prasan kamu.. saya pun mcm itu dulu' cara ny klaka pun lembut jakk.. haha.. udh gk.. smpy esok pun x abs crita.. esok, sambong pnyeksaan mekowg.. haish!! xhal.. ku sanggup.. sbb ada mohd nur ariffin n mellvin sim.. hahah..

wahh!! ri marek ku skul kt tung hua.. x sangka jwak ku pndy msok 4B.. pndy jwak ku tk.. hahah.. yg plg bes ny ptg tdk.. ku pat msok SM Vokasional.. kursus pengurusan pniagaan.. aku mnjerit n mlompat kdak mk roboh jak rmh.. so.. pagi lak kol 6.30 am, mbik sijil berenti sklh.. bye2 hell.. haha.. alhamdulillah ku pat msok.. bsyuko  ilak2 ku tk.. kli bulan tk bln nasib bait ku kli.. hahah.. nang mena2 i'll back off so u can live better ku tk.. ku xda gk kt cya mk nangga ny.. dlk ku salu jak ngs tegal ny.. this time will be my last cry for u.. im not goin 2 cry 4 u anymore.. tke cre of urself my dear.. :'(